Since I've deleted my facebook, I found myself becoming active in twitter, if you can call 4 tweets as active that is. I seldom go on line these days, and having twitter seems easier, just like talking to myself using 140 characters. If I have nothing to say, I'll use twitter, but if I've a mountain to complain about, then it's blogspot for me.
I had a really strange dream last night. I just need to type it down because it might be a sign that my time to rest in peace is getting nearer..The dream started with me lying down on a dirt, and then I'm not sure if someone was pouring dirt on my face, because I felt like I'm being buried little by little, and when I almost couldn't breathe, someone or something was pricking my back, then all the dirt on my face would disappear,and I was able to breathe again. Then the whole process would start again. After that another strange dream would occur. I've no conception of the time gap between that dream and this dream. I was in a place surrounded by blood. The walls, the floors, everywhere I looked there was blood and I was screaming my head off, then all of a sudden my eyes opened and I was breathing heavily. I wonder what this means? Do I start writing a will???lol
...After much thought, I decided to make a list of all the animes I've watched so far. I've registered at myanimelist.com, yeah you might say another site to update, but I think this would be really helpful for me in the future, in exchange I opted to deactivate my facebook account, because that account is tiring me..So many people wanting to be friends, that's good and dandy, but it's really exhausting to keep up with everyone especially when I'm gone from the web for such a long time. What's even more annoying is when I'm just starting to log in at facebook and confirming people, the chat box kept on popping that I got fed up with it...My friends would be surprised because I didn't announce anything, but that's the way I am, I delete and make accounts depending upon my menstruation..lol.
..To the curious and the stalkers, here's my animelist account;
Took a forced leave from the computer due to my old ailment. Migraine and gastritis managed to make me bed ridden for days. And what made it worst was moving from side to side made my world twirl. I have to lay there in bed like I'm about to be transferred to my coffin. No computer,television and books for me, just your friendly creepy crawlies that managed to locomote on the ceiling. What a wasted week that was! Now I have to do a lot of multi-tasking; answer emails,reply to comments on youtube,blog here and mostly catch up on my animes.I'm so freaking behind.Any moment,I think I might have a relapse, and the doctor said I have to take it easy and give my eyes a rest. Anyway, I've been drinking lots of milk these days.I think I consumed more milk than your average toddlers. Doctors advised by the way. I noticed a change though. My poop became light yellow and my fart smells like a baby's fart.lol. Alright, I'm done here!
...Finished making this video before I got sick, but I was unable to upload it here. I made a color version of this which I uploaded in youtube, decided to use the sepia tone version here on my blog.
kanashii hodo tooku ni kanjiru kimi no kokoro sagashi hajimeteru itsumo soba ni ite mamorarete ita kara nee hitori ja kowain da
nagareru jikan nante minna onaji na no ni ima nemutteru naite iru egao de ite hoshii
afuredasu omoi o daite ai ni yuku kara sorasanaide chanto mite kimi o shinjiteru sou dare mo shiranai futari dake no omoi de wa tsuyokute utsukushii toki no aoi umi sono ude sono mune ni watashi wa ikite iru
ashita de aeru hito soshite wakareru hito kurikaesarete aruite iru douka kimi o totte eien made tsunagu tatta hitotsu no ai ni shite yo
afuredasu omoi o daite ai ni yuku kara ima sugu kono ai o tsutae ni yuku kara mou nani mo iranai kimi no kokoro igai wa futari de irareru nara kowaku nanka nai kondo wa soba ni ite kimi o mamoru kara
July 15 will be a rotten day for Youtube users, with or without our consent, our layout will be replaced with the new youtube beta that they said aims to improve overall management of messages, contacts and videos.This is a lot of BS! I've made a new account to try the new beta, and frankly speaking it's horrendous and not layout friendly.They put the option of loading a background layout, but with that freaking wrap around color in the theme, you can't see the layout picture.Translucent feature was also gone, same with managing the position for the sectional box of your friends, subscriber,comments,etc.
..I don't know who thought of this change, and why the need to change the layout of all accounts.It should be optional. This is not democratic. And to think that Youtube launched a contest asking its users; What is Democracy? There's your democracy, forcing a new feature that's unpopular to the masses, and not giving its users a choice at all. It's a fait accompli.
..I've thinking of joining the fray, and post my thoughts on the youtube blog about the sucky beta they're offering, but I know I'll just be wasting my time. My effort would be more productive if I start downloading my fanvids in youtube and just transfer it to another site that offers the same service, even better at that.
...While opening my account in youtube, this appeared on my screen
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...Shit!!!Out of all the other accounts that subbed Cross Game's every episode and other existing uploaded fanvids on the ending song that was sang by Ayaka, Why does the stupid Shogakukan Production Co. Ltd, complained my fanvid in youtube? I don't really see the logic in this..They deleted a vid that only contains images from first episode of Cross Game, but they let those videos remained containting the whole freaking show! I only make fanvids to promote the show, but those people from stupid Shogakukan sees it as infringing their copyright..crap!The show isn't good anyway...I'll just go watch Major..I only decided to make a fanvid of Cross Game because of the ending theme Koikogarete Mita Yume by Ayaka.
I haven't been watching much series lately, because frankly there's nothing much to be excited about in any shows being put out there. Then I came across a news that they're going to do a live action of Futatso No Spica. I downloaded the first episode and so far I've nothing to complain about with the casting or the pace of the story. I have no idea about the leading actress Nanami Sakuraba, so I did the most convenient thing, I googled her, and by doing so, I found many of her videos uploaded by dirty old men in youtube...kyaa!and I couldn't believe that at such a young age, she agreed to do provocative video shoot, that made me even squirmed in my seat. I feel like a pedophile watching her videos. and to think I find her really innocent looking. There goes my admiration for her, wrecked by a two piece bathing suit and a come hither look. That girl needs to be spanked, and I don't mean it in a sexual context...cough.
..There are few people in this earth who have stamped their personality and left a lasting impression in the minds and hearts of earthlings..Michael Jackson was one of them...He maybe ridiculed for his outlandish lifestyle, criticized even on his sexual preferences, but no one can deny that his music, his style, his dance have influences countless artists and earned admiration from pop music lovers all over the world..
...May you rest in peace, and to borrow a few lines in one of my favorite song of yours;
"Though you're gone star far away Each time I see a rainbow I'll remember you"
..Speaking of another legend, Congratulations to Valentino Rossi, for achieving a remarkable 100th grand prix win...He's only the 2nd person to accomplish this kind of feat..
...The ending has many humorous scenes,with semi-naked images here and there,which was like it's first episode...But what really caught my imagination was Takizawa on top of the merry go round while this background song was playing..
REVEAL THE WORLD
I saw you in Heaven I heard of your glory You saved our world from the fallen angels I saw Messiah standing, Standing before me with no words Nothing but "Hope". When we lost dread, a Demon was laughing But now you are showing us wonder Giving your love With awe, down on my knees again I've got to know you're the one, The only one reveals the world
The King has come! To lighten up our feet The King has come! To save us from the dark Who could ever doubt? We have faith
Let me walk with you when I'm lost in the wild I know you always lead me to another Eden Let me bless your name, O Lord, O Lord! Your words will never fade away Since we believe you're the light on earth Reveals the world
...kyaa!I want a copy of the song..I've been like googling for hours,but to no avail...Hope someone out there will read this, and be kind enough to upload the song for me.."keeping fingers crossed"..
I felt short change though, there were so many things that wasn't fully explained, and many questions left unaswered..I hope the two movies that will come out end of the year and next year will shed light to some of my questions like "Who is Mr Outside"? Who among the 12 is the supporter??and in the last scene, Takizawa ordered Juiz to make him a King, is that going to happen???
..Watching this kind of animes makes one cogitate about society, politics and religion...I must admit that it did enter my mind, that maybe the goverment itself sometimes conspire to make certain events happen, in order shake up people in their comfort zone, or maybe used tragic incident to divert the people's growing grievances in goverment's incapability...
I'll end this entry with a quote from Constantine Karamanlis..How profoundly true.
“We are given to the cult of personality; when things go badly we look to some messiah to save us. If by chance we think we have found one, it will not be long before we destroy him.”
..Finally, I was able to get a copy of the song Shojo S by Scandal..That song has been haunting my shower moments for weeks now..but I only have the tv version from Bleach back then...Seeing the girls official video reminded me of the girls in K-On,four girls and wearing school uniform which is so passe..I wish they'll wear a yukata or a maid costume..lol.....Too bad that this week will be K-on's last eipsode..and I want to see them do a Budokan episode...I thought that would be the girls' main goal, and not just performing often in school theater.. ...And speaking of girls, I saw the game between Sharapova and Dulko in the 3rd round of Wimbledon. I never uttered the words double fault as much as I did on that moment..I was all nerves rooting for Sharapova, and I want Dulko to double fault in the crucial service game...but no such luck..Dulko won the game in 3 sets..I feel for Sharapova...It was a great come back from 1 set down and 3-0 on the second set, and she managed to win the second set, but ran out of steam at the end of the third set...What happened to you Maria???How do we solve your game???By the way, I know this entry has disconnecting subject...but I'm too lazy to separate each one, so deal with it or now!!!
sakki made to iitteru koto chigau janai chotto dake sugao miseta keredo zutto IRA IRA IRA IRA shite wa atashi wo mono mitai ni atsukatte
sakki made to iitteru koto chigau janai dareka no sei ni shite wa nigekae kureshiteru hibi ATE ni naranaiwa. I'm sorry toriaezu sayonara
anata ga inai toiai atteiieru wagamama (zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni) aijou, yuujou, shiritai koto wa nandemo. (aimai sugite wakaranai yo.) itsuka kokoro no oku no doa wo kataku anata wo matteiru
sakki kara jibun no koto bakkari janai chotto gurai kizutsuite mitara
sou yatte yasashii kotoba de goma kasanaide shinjirarenaiwa kakko tsukenaide yo
nannen tatte mo itsu ni natte mo yamenaide
atashi ga inai to dame dame tte iikisu na kimi (motto hoshigatte yo tsuyogaranaide) ai no zanzou, yume miru shoujo ESUKEEPU (tsukamattari, nigekittari) itsuka kokoro no kagi wo kowasu you na...
anata ga inai toriai atteieru wagamam
[zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni] aijou, yuujou, shiritai koto wa nandemo. [aimai sugite wakaranai yo.] itsuka kokoro no oku wo daitekureru anata wo matteiru hokani wa nani mo iranai ia ia ya ashita mo shinjiteitai ia ia ia ia ia ia ya
Translation of Shojo S by Scandal
Isn't what you're saying now different from before? I'm showing just a little bit of my true self. it's been bothering me so much, the way you treated me like a thing. Isn't what you're saying now different from before?
it's someone's fault that i'm running away and hiding every day i can't rely on anything i'm sorry, but goodbye for now.
it'd be selfish of me to say i didn't want you to go. (i don't want you to go away, i won't get rid of you) love or friendship, i just want to know. (it's so vague, i just don't get it) the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down.
haven't you been just talking about yourself lately? how about you get hurt a little bit? don't trick me with nice words like that, i don't believe you, don't try and look so cool. no matter how many years it takes, don't give up
you're saying that you need me here. (want it a bit more, don't be so tough) a girl escapes to dream of remnants of love. (i'm always getting caught, i'm always running away) someday the key to my heart will break..
it'd be selfish of me to say i didn't want you to go. (i don't want you to go away, i won't get rid of you) love or friendship, i just want to know. (it's so vague, i just don't get it) the inside of my heart is waiting for you to embrace it. I don't need anything else.
I just want to believe in tomorrow Isn't what you're saying now diffferent from before? I'm showing just a little bit of my true self. it's been bothering me so much, the way you treated me like a thing. isn't what you're saying now different from before?
It's someone's fault that i'm running away and hiding every day I can't rely on anything i'm sorry, but goodbye for now
It'd be selfish of me to say i didn't want you to go. (i don't want you to go away, i won't get rid of you) love or friendship, i just want to know. (it's so vague, i just don't get it) the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down
haven't you been just talking about yourself lately? how about you get hurt a little bit? don't trick me with nice words like that, i don't believe you, don't try and look so cool.
..My plan to just post the youtube link of the amv I made here was a disaster...Youtube sent an email saying that my amv has 3rd party content, and knowing that, they could delete that freaking amv any moment..so as not to waste the effort I put forth on that amv, I decided to upload it here, eventhough uploading a video here can make my black hair turns to white..that's how slow this site is..ahhhh!!!Enough of my barking... ..How come I decided to make an amv of Byousoku 5cm when it's almost been a year since I last saw it...because a certain something has triggered the path down memory lane...and what is that certain something you might ask??[what a curious being you are???]at the moment I'd like to keep it to myself..I am of two minds, whether I should sent the movie link to that person...but knowing myself, I'd just move on...
The briefest moment can mean a thousand memories
We kept searching and looking, but sadly we couldn't bridge that short distance
..Eventhough I was pissed off yesterday when someone uploaded my Higashi No Eden Opening Song in youtube without giving me credit, here I go again, making another amv, and this time the song is Change by J-Min, from the anime Hanasekaru Seishounen...I really like this song, same with the ending song entitled One which was also sang by J-Min..I'm planning to make a fanvid of One also, if schedule permits..I'm so freaking busy these days..I haven't really been updating my blog..I hope the Lakers ends the series soon, so I can use the time watching their games, doing other things..
I know these eyes tsumetai voices yureru My faint tabun sukoshi afraid to run away demo ima wa
kono mama toki o dakishimetai anata no soba ni I’m dreaming one of days yakusoku no sora miageru toki tobitateru Break all the way
hitori thinking mitsumeru my face ima kore ga Shouting, Waiting, jitto iranai Faith wa In your eyes
kono mama toki o kakenuketai anata no soba ni I’m dreaming one of days yakusoku no sora miageru toki tobitateru Break all the way
kono mama toki o dakishimetai anata no soba ni I’m dreaming one of days yakusoku no sora miageru toki tobitateru Break all the way
kono mama toki o I just wanna be with you anata no soba ni I’m dreaming one of days yakusoku no sora miageru toki I know I can change all the way
kono mama I just wanna
TRANSLATION
I know these eyes, and cold voices Wavering, My faint I’m probably a bit afraid to run away But now it’s because
I want to hold this moment close like this When you're by my side, I’m dreaming one of days And when I look up at the sky of promises I know I can take off and Break all the way
One person thinking, gazing at my face Now this is Shouting, Waiting, no need for intentions Faith is In your eyes
I want to run through this moment like this When you're by my side, I’m dreaming one of days And when I look up at the sky of promises I know I can take off and Break all the way
I want to hold this moment close like this When you're by my side, I’m dreaming one of days And when I look up at the sky of promises I know I can take off and Break all the way
At this moment, I just wanna be with you like this When you're by my side, I’m dreaming one of days And when I look up at the sky of promises I know I can change all the way
As usual I have many things to talk about, but I don't know where to start.I guess I'll be starting with the most notorious Asian on the net nowadays..Who else but Kari Farrell...although her last name doesn't sound so Asian to me..She's known as the hipster grifter..Some groups out there are turning her into some kind of cult..I don't know if I should pity this girl or envy her...I'm thinking she's going to ink some kind of book deal or even a movie deal perhaps,even if she's in jail..
..It's a dawning of a new era for Wimbledon..They have started putting a roof in the court..I'm not sold out about this idea...Looks to me that there's a bridge hanging above the whole court...and cancellation of game due to rain is always part and parcel of Wimbledon..I hope they won't start putting on advertising logo on the court..I'd lose all respect I have for Wimbledon if they start doing that..
..I'm so glad that I stick with Jorge Lorenzo..He just won the French Grand Prix..Rossi was leading in first few laps, but due to miscalculation, he changed his bike and that caused him to crash...Yamaha is riding happily these days...They've the best team in the world, winning most of the grand prix...
...I wonder if it's natural for me to check out the hottest 100 of Maxim and compare it to FHM 100..Frankly, I don't like their number 1...IT's Olivia Wilde for Maxim and Cheryl COle for FHM...and it's puzzling why their number one choices, didn't even appear in each other's top 10...although they have the same choice in number 2...It's Megan Fox..I'm not going to post picture of both girls..I don't think they really epitomize hottness..I'm just disappointed that what they call sexy nowadays are fake boobs,fake hair,and science enhance beauty...and why is it that most of the girls are freaking either actresses or models...grrr!!!
...There's no other way to explain it...I guess my used to be friend and I aren't fated to meet each other anymore..How many years was it already???I couldn't count anymore..It's amazing that that place where I work, is just more than 20 minutes or so from the place where my friend lives, but it's confounding that we don't bump into each other..I remember thinking last friday while I was cruising that it would be easier for me to win a lottery than to meet that person..It's like we are two stars who stands in a distance from one another, never coming nearer together..We are not So Yijung and Chu Gaeul..lol..and speaking of the souelmates,I have a new vid..I already posted this on youtube..in case my account got deleted due to someone flagging it because of jealousy..cough.cough..I'm posting it here...
..I was thinking of writing a tribute to all mother's out there, but I'm coming up blank...I did a blog before about my mom, but too bad I couldn't top that anymore..so I guess a simple Happy Mother's Day to all mother's out there will suffice!!!I hope that someday, someone will greet me too..hahahha..
...I've updated my gallery..I posted one wallpaper of So Eun, and one wallper with her and Kim Bum..and I've been active,because I also changed the background of my youtube account which has never been changed since its conception...I'm suprised that I was able to make graphic works because my head feels heavy these days..I was thinking to have my eyes check because the headaches are becoming intolerable..I hope it's nothing serious..
......I reformatted my desktop for the nth time..I didn't know that it'd take me two days to recover everything..I had to download and update new software...but it's paying off..My comp is fast right now..I guess I got rid of those freaking,annoying spyware for the moment..
..On to a sad news, at least on my part..I don't know if I have jinxed Lorenzo when I said I was rooting for him in the Spanish Grand Prix..Not only did he lost but he crashed...and Rossi must be mocking me...ehem..because he came first place...so will I change my favorite again?I don't think so...I'll stick to Lorenzo this time..
...There's nothing more depressing the reading the world's current situation right now..There's recession,pandemic and international conflict...that any moment I might start singing REM's song "It's the end of the world as we know it"..so to punish myself even more, I'd go and watch absolutely gloomy series like "A Litre of Tears"..I know this series would be depressing as hell,but I don't know what came over me, that I started watching it...but don't worry, I came prepared, I got boxes of tissues in case I couldn't stop the leakage.. ..It didn't disappoint me...I'm already at episode 6 and I've already used up 2 boxes of tissue...I'm going to discontinue watching it, and maybe pick it up later when I have more tears to give..lol..It just left me dry..and I think I'm starting to get sick from crying..I've a runny nose and a persistent cough..zomg!don't let it be a swine flu..ohh.I don't think you can get swine flu by watching a series right??stupid me!!!!
It takes someone very special to replace my favorite...and this time I'm thinking of rooting for number 99 instead of 46...at least both of them are from Yamaha..Rossi should be concerned..Lorenzo just might just replace him as the main guys for Yamaha..He's only in his 20's, so nerves wouldn't be a problem for him..As Graf once said, it's dangerous to play someone who's younger than you, because they're hungry for the win, and they're usually fearless..so cheers for Lorenzo...I'm going to root for you in the Spanish Grand Prix
Lorenzo coming first in the Japan Grand Prix..Rossi came 2nd, and third Pedrosa from Honda..
...Higashi No Eden, another anime that's worth following...I really like the visual, and the opening song..I just noticed though that Takizawa reminded me a lot of Morita from Honey and Clover, and Saki's eyes is the same as Hagumi..Looks to me that Hagumi put a pink wig on...Could this be a spin off of Morita and Hagumi lovestory???lol..
Lyrics of Falling Down by Oasis
The summer sun, it blows my mind Is falling down on all that I've ever known Time will kiss the world goodbye Falling down on all that I've ever known Is all that I've ever known
A dying scream makes no sound Calling out to all that I've ever known Here am I, lost and found Calling out to all
We live a dying dream If you know what I mean All that I've ever known It's all that I've ever known
Catch the wheel that breaks the butterfly I cried the rain that fills the ocean wide I tried to talk with God to no avail Calling Him in and out of nowhere Said if You won't save me, please don't waste my time
All that I've ever known All that I've ever known It's all that I've ever known
Catch the wheel that breaks the butterfly I cried the rain that fills the ocean wide I tried to talk with God to no avail Calling my name and out of nowhere Said if You won't save me, please don't waste my time
The summer sun, it blows my mind It's falling down on all that I've ever known Time will kiss the world goodbye Falling down on all that I've ever known Is all that I've ever known
...Looking at my archive, I'm disappointed with myself..I was only able to post three entries for March.April will soon come to an end, and I found myself also having three entries,including this one..I wonder what happened to my writing...Anyway,this entry isn't about that..I'm just doing a bit of ranting...This entry is about the two things that brought me to tears...
...It's unexpected...I didn't know that watching a video from youtube can bring me to tears..A friend shared me this video..I was reading the comments first, and many posters said that watching the said video brought them to tears..What the heck!!I thought it's pretty lame...but what did I know..I'm also going to join the lame posters..hahahaah...Please watch this; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY
...I admit that I shared the same sentiment as the audience at first..I thought the woman is gawky,frumpish,and I already conceived in my mind that her performance would be a joke...just like those joke performances I've seen in America's Got Talent...but I was proven wrong..She sings divine...and also astonished that she reached the ripe age of 47 without anyone discovering her talent and signing her on.. ...Then I paused and reflected..maybe it was her looks that's getting in a way..Just like what I and the audience did..We judged her right away, based on her appearance..Nowadays, image and packaging are everything...Madonna,Britney,Lady Gaga???Do you all think that they have a good voice..without the synthesizer,they won't be able to perform...
...The second thing that brought me to tears is the book "The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom..I think I made a record.I was able to finish the whole book in 3hours,and that's a first for me...The book was so engrossing that I just had to find out the ending right away..If I weren't reaching for a tissue every now and then, I would have finished the book in 2hours..lol..So to anyone reading my blog, I strongly suggest that you check out the book..I won't post a summary here, I want you to check it out for yourself..and you won't regret it..
...I am following a new anime right now..It's K ON pronounced as Keion!It has the same formula as Azumanga Daioh, Ichigo Mashimaro and Lucky Star..I don't know why I'm drawn to this kind of anime but I really love it..and it helps that the ending theme is awesome..It's "Don't Say Lazy"..I made a fanvid..I didn't do much because I'm lazy nowadays..lol..btw,My favorite character is Ritsu Tainaka..She kinda reminded me of Tomo Takino from Azumanga with a bit of Miu from Ichigo Mashimaro..
Please don't say you are lazy Datte hontou wa crazy Hakuchoutachi wa SO Mienai tokorode bataashi surundesu Honnou ni jyuujyun jyuujitsu Honrou mo jyuujyuu shouchi Zentou youyou dashi Dakara tamani kyuukei shichaun desu
Chiakimichi areba sorega oudou Bashoreru tsubasa mo areba jyoudou
Yabai tsu me wareta Glue da boshu shita Soredake nanka tasseikan Daiji nano wa jibun kawaigaru koto Jibun wo aisanakya hito mo aisenai
Please don't say you are lazy Datte hontou wa crazy Nou aru taka wa SO Mienai tokoro ni pikku kakusundesu Souzou ni isshoukenmei Genjitsu wa zettaizetsumei Hatten tochuu deshi Dakara fui ni picchi hazurerun desu
...It happened once again...The audio in my fanvid in youtube was disabled because of the same lame reason, the freaking WMG thing..Now I'm just going to be stuck using jpop and korean songs for my fanvid...I was pretty much excited about this fanvid,eventhough it's just a random one, because in just 3 days I was able to learn a new software; the adobe after effects..I guess using soeulmates scenes pushes me to learn and not get frustrated while doing an after effects project..because it's hard reading the tutorial, I don't understand much of the jargon they used..so I applied trial and error, and it worked for me..
..Many youtubers are pissed off with the WMG thing...Some members doing the exodus to other sites wherein restrictions are minimal...On a related subject, I accidentally checked out the rainie official youtube account, and people are up in arms because some videos of hers were disabled...One member even went so far as posting that rainie and the people behind her are greedy and they should use the money they so love to buy an expensive coffin for themselves..lol.. I could emphatize with these people...Rainie should just delete her account in youtube...They shouldn't post videos if they don't want people from other countries to view it..don't they know that the world is already in globalization phase..They still freaking practicing protectionism!!! I saw this image..and I like it..It described what I've been doing for days...Learning ways how to photoshop...hahahhaha.
..Since I was able to successfuly uploaded the fanvid "I can't make you love me" for the Soeul team, I decided to upload my fanvids here..so that I'll have a souvenir or memories of the fanvids I did if ever youtube randomly decides to delete my account once again..sigh..
..Since I've done an abudance of gallery for Kim So Eun, might as well do a solo gallery for her...I'll just be posting wallpaper,icons and banner for Kim So Eun here..
...My forecast last February was a bit off...I didn't do creative stuff for Lee Min Ho..It seems my heart is fickle and Lee Min Ho has been replaced by Kim So Eun...
Also, I went back to Youtube..I'm busy there..That's why my post here are far between..I just come here to update pictures for the gallery ..
I promised last time after they suspended my account in youtube due to that TBS debacle that I wouldn't make an account there anymore...but blame it on the soeulmates team...I couldn't help myself but make fanvids for them...but frustrations are setting in...It's because of that freaking WMG thing..What the heck is WMG??that's what I really wanna know too..It seems that WMG stands for Warner Music Group...They have this dispute with Youtube over the use of their music...So if your background music belongs to WMG and its cahoots, there's a big chance that youtube would disable your audio..
...I'm really confounded by this copyright thing..It's not as if we're making money when we use their music..Aren't they glad that we are even promoting their song or series/movies???I consider making fanvid as just a form of expression for those people who can't get enough of their favorite shows...
..I wonder what's the difference when a videographer uses a certain song for a wedding video, or a disc jockey playing songs in a club..Does it also violate the copyright infringement clause???
..I'd have like to upload my videos here on my blog, but this site is freaking slow...Now I'm trying to upload one, because I really want to show to my friend the original background I used for another soeul project I did...
I like the color blue..It represents the blue sky..the blue ocean and the blueness of my thoughts
MY MUSIC
The song that is playing now is "Spirit Carries On" by Dream Theater..When I was sick I've been playing this song over and over again.
Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life? They say,
life is too short,
The here and the now
And you’re only given one shot
But could there be more,
Have I lived before,
Or could this be all that we’ve got?
If I die tomorrow
I’d be allright
Because I believe
That after we’re gone The spirit carries on
I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I’m not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend
I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove What
I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try
If I die tomorrow I’d be allright
Because I believe That after we’re gone The spirit
carries on Move on,
be brave Don’t weep at my grave
Because I am no longer here
But please never let Your memory of me disappear
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria’s real I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I’m here It’s perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means If I die tomorrow
I’d be allright Because I believe That after we’re
gone The spirit carries on
PREVIOUSLY PLAYED SONG
