..For the past weeks I've been spending a lot of my time with my gay friends...I have 5 gay friends, but I know that the numbers would be more if the others would just come out of the closet...
..I've gotten close with the four of them, because they showed genuine concerned when my father was in the hospital...They kept calling me for updates, wanting to know how he was progressing...and that couldn't be said for the rest of my friends...
...The four of them had given sunray to my otherwise dreary disposition these days...Their sexual exploits narrated with exaggerated verve had me laughing helplessly...Sometimes I'm amazed how could they easily fall into intimate relationship with guys they barely knew...and there's no denying that some of them were really good looking too..I'm jealous!!!
..How I wish I could be like them when it comes to relationship...Seizing the day, taking every oppurtunity to make a connection in an intimate way...but I just couldn't do it...I couldn't change what I am...My values are deeply entrenched in my being..and truth be told...I wouldn't have it any other way...
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